Tomater, poesi, garnityr

Jag planterade tomater i helgen. Lite sent såklart men jag är ju den jag är. April är poesins månad - i varje fall i USA. På mailen får jag från poets.org en dikt varje dag. Det här året har jag knappt hunnit läsa alls av utbudet och jag svälter. Men så guppade dikten "Sharks in the Rivers" av Ada Limón till mig. Den går så här (kursiveringarna är poetens):

We'll say unbelievable things
to each other in the early morning—

our blue coming up from our roots,
our water rising in our extraordinary limbs.

All night I dreamt of bonfires and burn piles
and ghosts of men, and spirits
behind those birds of flame.

I cannot tell anymore when a door opens or closes,
I can only hear the frame saying, Walk through.

It is a short walkway—
into another bedroom.

Consider the handle. Consider the key.

I say to a friend, how scared I am of sharks.

How I thought I saw them in the creek
across from my street.

I once watched for them, holding a bundle
of rattlesnake grass in my hand,
shaking like a weak-leaf girl.

She sends me an article from a recent National Geographic that says,

Sharks bite fewer people each year than
New Yorkers do, according to Health Department records.

Then she sends me on my way. Into the City of Sharks.

Through another doorway, I walk to the East River saying,

Sharks are people too.
Sharks are people too.
Sharks are people too.

I write all the things I need on the bottom
of my tennis shoes. I say, Let's walk together.

The sun behind me is like a fire.
Tiny flames in the river's ripples.

I say something to God, but he's not a living thing,
so I say it to the river, I say,

I want to walk through this doorway
But without all those ghosts on the edge,
I want them to stay here.
I want them to go on without me.

I want them to burn in the water.

Jag hajar en del och inom kort bär det av till New York. Tills dess får jag väl vässa mitt garnityr och öppna några av de dörrar jag hittills hållit stängda.